Why can’t I stop thinking about him? It’s like he has this pull over me and I just can’t help it —
He’s exciting. He’s mysterious. He’s everything I’m not.
I know it doesn’t make sense. A good sim with an evil sim. It never did. But why should someone be judged just because they grew up with a certain trait? Does it mean they shouldn’t even be given the opportunity to change?
Deep breaths, Annabelle. Deep breaths.
He flirted with Leila. Not only that — you know he hasn’t treated you well.
Why are you still trying to defend him? Why are you trying SO hard to prove he can be good?
Maybe some evil sims can change… but maybe he’s not one of them.
I’ve been keeping my distance from him the past few weeks. Avoiding his text messages, his phone calls. My brothers agreed with me that’s what I should do. They said if I saw Iggy, he’d just sucker me right back in.
And they’re right.
The thought of him just gets my heart beating so fast and I just know if I see him again, I won’t be able to resist feeling him touch my arm… my face… my lips.
After all, somehow, despite every mean word he says to me… my red romance bar stays so strong for him. I just can’t seem to shake how much I want him.
Why does he have this power of me? Why can’t this bar just go away?
Just give it time Annabelle. Just —
Ooops! Sorry diary. I hear a knock at the door. I’ll have to finish this later. Thanks for listening.
Love,
Annabelle
